Character Flaws

And I have many but Im not alone in this venue.......

Yesterday I commented on someone's blog, her name is Libby, whom I do not know and frankly after being so rudely attacked by her in an email I do not want to know!!
I wasnt really being rude or judgemental I was trying to understand her "kink" !!!
You see Ive had a curiousity about D/s for 13 years and yes Ive been counseled by many Natural Dominants how loving, ectera D/s can be in fact it is better than being in a "vanilla"
relationship!!
But Ive never subcumed to this lifestyle and I think I owe this reality to my faith in our Lord whom has helped me tremendously!!

Mood Swings

A month ago this week I started taking Exercise Classes - We meet 3 days per week for an hour each day and Ive found that it has helped my mood swings!!

Ive been suffering from mood swings since before my Mother died which will be 10 years 10/3
And last month I decided something had to be done if I was to survive! It seems that after a falling out with siblings [2 sisters now; my brother died 11/07] they couldnt tolerate my attitude and they left me out of a family gathering, that is when it got the worse!! Life is short so Ive decided that if they dont want anything to do with me, & it is their loss, why should I go out of my way to have added stress in mine!!

"The silent treatment", more or less has worked - I received a beautiful baskets of flowers Easter Card from my younger sister!!

So anyway, my advice to all in blogland whom are suffering from mood swings ectera get off your arse and get those Endorphins moving & the comradie one shares with others is GREAT!!

Happy Easter Blessings

Wishing all whomever visit or is a follower of my Blog, a Happy / Joyous Easter as you celebrate with your families!!!

High School Reunions

It has been many, many moons since Ive graduated from High School!
Ive never attended a Reunion because each time they were held I was not dating & I just didnt want to go alone; although Ive heard from others that is the best time especially if you meet a long ago "heart-throb" you wanted to date back then!!

Last night, April 2, 2012, while reheating a mug of hot tea the phone rang and it was a former classmate informing me about an upcoming reunion to be held latter part of September 2012!! I told Kathy that I can remember alot of those days as if it was yesterday, can you? She agreed but then again mentioned the body makeup doesnt quite look or feel the same!! Laughing out loud, Ive not really changed at all and have been told so by many former classmates!

I told her my address and asked that an Invitation be mailed and that I would give it some consideration and perhaps I would ask Pete, a friend from Emmaus, Pennsylvania to accompany me!!

Today, 4/1/2012 I Hate Politics

This morning while eating breakfast, I watched Fox News Sunday with Chris Wallace at 9am; then ABC News with George S. at 10am!! Im a Fiscal / Frugal Conservative and cannot understand why Liberal Progressives dont have COMMON SENSE - Michael Savage, a Talk Radio Host and author of many books says Liberals have a MENTAL DISORDER; now of course these are our opinions!!

I cannot understand why Liberals think that the policies of President Barack Hussein Obama are doing "great" things for our Country; he is bankrupting it / he is creating a race war / he is blaming republicans instead of taking full responsiblity for his mistakes!!

No wonder most Americans me included look to Sports: Tennis / Golf / NCAA Basketball Tourney - my 4th choice "big ten opponent The Ohio State" defeated by Kansas and only by 2 points 64 to 62!! I didnt stay up to watch the game but listened on the radio & fell asleep only to awaken at 11:30pm to hear the announcer that Kansas has won!

Will Violence Erupt Onto the Streets in America?

Only time will tell I guess! I grew up in the Sixties and thus remember all the unsettling and I do believe that Rev. Al Sharpton [ is he really an ordained minister or did he get his creidentals online?] , Jesse Jackson, the NAACP President and Joe whatever the liberal talk radio show commentator are creating a RACE WAR!!

From what Ive read, the young men who was killed was not "lilly" white in his character; yet everyone is vilifying George Zimmerman!! I wonder if the shooter had been a white man, and wasnt arrested as pundits of the black race and MSNBC commentators want Zimmerman to be, if Riots wouldnt have broken out!!!

Our fearless leader, one Barack Hussein Obama is doing NOTHING to quell the racial discourse!!

My opinion is that a white person must be elected to reign in America, because Obama is doing a "piss poor job"!
Being the first Black person not 100% African America because his Mother was Caucaisan, he could have done great things for this country but instead the minute he took the Oath of Office, he strayed over to the radical left progressive ideology!!!

Trust a key component in any relationship

Last week somewhere around the 14th of March 2012, I deleted a post I had written July 4, 2011 entitled "Dalliance with a Frenchman" - I did this at the insistance of the Man I blogged about! He didnt want his children whom are over the age of 21 to read about their Father whom I outed out by typing his AOL screen name!!

But the more I think about it, the story needs to be told so that no other woman will deal with what I went through!
I wasnt raped but the thought had crossed my mind after he walked into my house and immediately started to paw at me! I had invited him to my house not for sex but in friendship; Alex wanted to be lovers, isnt that what all frenchman want?

And then the guy that walked into my house was not the person whom sent me a picture! This guy was swarthy in looks; wore tight jeans & a tight tee; dark skinned but not black; greasy hair in fact he resembled the tennis ace Rafal Nadal...... The fellow in the picture was of fair complexion; had a sense of being well dressed!!
Is it possible after 3 years, that is the timeframe of when the picture was taken, for someone to change that dramatically? The only one who could answer this question is Michelle, a former lover of Alex whom contacted me via email on 3/9/012 after she read my blog on google! Alex too sent Michelle this picture of him way after they had parted ways...only thing Michelle found out about Alex was that he was married...he told me he was divorced!

So a word of advice to anyone thinking of meeting a foreigner, do your homework and investigate!!